memories of people who i loved...

sometimes i write from the heart,not just scores and highlights,on this blog... it is not easy to write my blogs,but it will be just fine... today of all days,i feel like i am not alone,even though i am,because of my memories that strangely flood into my head,at odd times... there are people who i swear are around me right now,and they are truly missed by my heart... some of them never knew how their lives affected me,in a very positive way,because simply they were my family or a very dear friend,to me... they will remain unnamed but they were so kind to me... one only recently passed away in Pennsylvania,and she was a sweetheart of a person,and i have tears in my eyes,as i type this... the last time i talked to her,she simply called me a "ding dong",and we both laughed,and i got a message from her grandson,who lives in NYC,thanking me for the thoughtful blog post that i gave him on Facebook,reminding him that,"she would laugh at him,in Heaven,if he danced in Times Square on New Year's Eve"... she was a sweetheart,and i miss her,along with five other people,all whom are whispering in my ear,saying that they are all around me,and basically laughing at my tears... they are all out of pain,and loving life,in Heaven... may they be happy and blessed there...