more stories "on the road"...

i am listening to country singer Clint Black,and it honestly reminds of one thing:standing in the old Tower Records(a big RIP),on Watt and El Camino,many nights,when they honestly let customers listen to whole albums before buying the album,and the album that i am listening to is actually one of those albums:Nothing but the Taillights... the cover song reminds of my time "on the road",and i simply cry,because it always reminds me of the really bad time that i had with my soulmate,arguments and just a very bad time,period... i miss that,in only one way,that i only wish that things were much different back then,because i cared for my soulmate very,very much... i also have a second album by Garth Brooks,"Sevens",that remind me of that time,too... i listened to both albums over and over,at Tower,many nights,and i still remember that time,like it was just yesterday,honestly... people will never understand why i miss that time "on the road",back then... not everything was a drag,folks,because i actually had some great and fun times,like listening to then-brand new music,and just literally dancing(step by step)in the aisles of Tower Records.. i never bothered anyone there,and they did not bother me,either... i did appreciate that,no end... being "on the road" was a true education to me... it taught me how to be a real man,and gave me a edge that i still have... i learned "on the road" not to take any crud from anybody,and if they gave it to me,i would honestly finish the fight,without a doubt... i never started a fight,but i finished my share of them,because that was the way that i had to do it,or get my rear end beat up quite badly,and i have had my rear end kicked many times,but honestly,i have won my share of fights,while "on the road",and that was the way that you got respect from people... honestly,people thought that i was an easy mark to beat up,but i taught many people that i could give it as good as they could give it,and in many instances,i beat their rear ends,and had them back off me... being "Psycho Nut" did help,no doubt... (laughing)...