heartfelt comments...

i just can not go to sleep,tonight... my mind is going back to that wonderful time between two beautiful people... i will remember this night forever,because i am in tears,i am hurting quite badly,and this is one of those very few days that i still cry over the deep loss of my soulmate,because i miss her every single minute of every single day of the rest of my life... i feel that i am missing that "one heartbeat" that i really loved and that really hurts... i have to apologize for this,because i have not done this to this extent in years... i was stoic when she died,but deep down i hurt then,and i tried to put a bandage on a deep wound back then,but in times that i was alone,i did really cry,folks... folks,i really miss her more than i will ever say to anyone....